I'm not looking for anything special...

I'm just in all reality trying to find someone to calm my nerves and get rid of the stress. I found myself yesterday (officially) really stressed out and for no good reason at all. Well I did have a pop quiz and I had to make sure that I put my fine into the post office and hopefully it will be in South Carolina by thursday 10am if not then I might be in trouble and get my license suspended and that's something that I don't want to deal with right now.

But I don't know, I feel like that i only talk to three people for my whole day and the soccer team for about two hours or so, but really that's about it. And especially when I get back to the place. I just sit on the couch, throw the phone in the air until I get real bored and then i'll play a couple of games of fifa cause if I play too long the game might cut off in a middle of a game. I notice it never cuts off when I am losing (honestly when do i ever lose) but still the game usually cuts off when I am in the middle of dominating a team. But I digress. I don't know what I really need nor do I know what I want, maybe I just need to be by myself. Maybe I am perfect for myself and I don't need anything else. Like I said i'm not looking for anything special and i'm certainly not special. So there I go....

A letter to you

Dear ________, (fill in the blank i have no time for nonsense)


Now I know what you are thinking, It is going to be another one of those Dre blogs that he screams at people and tell people why they ain't shit and all that. Well since I already know that I would like to extend an invitation into what I think about you. Now I've been over all these things before and if you want to rummage through my post and see why I think the way I think. But if you want me to tell the truth of why I continue to do these things that I do. I am right here. I ain't going anywhere. I have all that nonsense. (facebook, aim, and this thing). And you can tell me your complains about me and if you just want me to shut up. Cause I do try to read people's minds really, I assume but I don't know what you are thinking about. So here's your chance.


Dre











And no this isn't a subtle attempt for you to read my blog, what are you talking about?? hahahaha

Can I sleep please?

So now I think I am going to have to ask my parents if I really need to get a sleeping aid for myself because this has gotten real real ridiculous. My sleep schedule is all wacko at the moment. It's ridiculous, in fact I get better sleep on my couch then my bed currently and that's the real weird part. The other part which gets me is whether I go to sleep earlier or later. If I go to sleep before 1 then i will usually wake up at 3. And if I go to sleep after 1 then i end up waking up at 5 and at least for a hour or two I can't get back to sleep which messes with me especially since the fact that on monday/wednesday/friday i start class at 9am. And I notice the night before are usually the nights that people usually go out but I'm going to make a stop to that soon to get my work out on homie! yeah. "Getting his usher on." or "your ll cool j on".

Well here's why I am here. What type of sleeping aid is helpfully, healthy, and the best at what it does. I don't know much about these type of things, I really try to avoid taking any type of pills unless I really need it. (feeling really really sick or having a huge headache). But I think I am going to start needing to figure it out because I cherish sleep alot and I want to get as much as possible before I really start my day and you know that once I do start it I will be sleepy as crap. Well hopefully there is a way that I can get some sleep

Don't necessarily take me seriously

I know I've been critical of people in my last couple of posts, but I don't want you to take me all the way serious and say that I don't like all people.... I just don't like most people. This is a collection of my thoughts, they don't necessarily have to be fact or what YOU think is the truth, but it is what I think. And unless blogger thinks that this shouldn't be on their website then I don't think I will stop posting what I think. I see people making fun of blogs and all that and I just find it funny, let people be themselves if they want to express their ideas and thoughts about the random things that go on in their head then let them do it. You don't have to read it, they aren't going to cry if you don't read it (uhhh maybe???) So if some of you come across my blog and you feel like I'm talking about you....Then I am probably talking about you and if you have a problem, don't go to your friends and make fun of me, come to the source, all you people are my "facebook friends" as it is...


Moral of the story is: You don't have to take me seriously, just click X on go on facebook and forget you saw these page if you really want. For the other imaginary readers who haven't left then I will keep on going bc it's titled in my title I'm in my own lil world

Oh I'm not done talking

I'm back. I have another thing to talk about. What's the problem with being somewhat honest these days? Is it really that hard. Is it really hard to say that I'm hanging out with other people or more like what I want to hear, I don't really want to talk to you. I apologize when I don't get the hint that you guys don't want to talk to me so you continually ignore me, I don't know maybe you weren't there so I thought that maybe I can get them at a later time, but no it's cause you don't want to talk to me. And I mean I get confused when you say, 'give me a call, if you want to hang out' or for that matter (which I got tonight at around 10) ' i will give you a call whenever i find out what we are doing' Is it that you are really that fucked up and even then people still do text people so in other words, "yeah right I'm not going to text yo dumbass"

I have about only seven people who I can consider are my friends. The problem is that only one is really around town nowadays. So if they have to do work or something then I got nothing. I got the rest of these characters. Who I love how they think I don't know what they are thinking about. They shake your hand or something and don't really talk to you but instead talk to your other friend instead and whisper something to their friend when you say what's up. It's cool guys, I'm not right there yo. You might as well say that shit in my face or at least look interested, cause that's what I do, I mean I don't really care what the f you got to say but I can at least act like i'm listen.

I can say more and more and more. but I will leave it to a later date because there is only one person who's going to read this and he doesn't give a f about you neither.

Good ole freshmen, there's no need to impress

Me and Sho were talking about how the freshmen don't know that you don't really need to dress that impressively in class. And you can definitely tell the difference between the freshmen and seniors. Freshmen are usually dressed nice with fresh combed hair and nice unwrinkled shirts. When you go up the ladder the dress gets more and more un-neat until you are wearing a wrinkled shirt with pajama pants on. I don't think the teacher is going to look up and say, "Man that person is dressed real nicely, I'm going to give this person an A." That never happens.

I think I know why this happens actually. Because most freshmen are excited to go to class so they just place their clothes to wake up in the morning. Iron that junk and make sure everything's together. They have their pens, assignment book, and notebooks together and they get enough sleep so they can wake up in the morning. Then they wake up early enough to where they can brush their teeth and eat breakfast. After that they start their day ready to go!

Meanwhile, you get older and you have more serious work to do. You don't worry about getting your clothes together. You just grab something you see in the drawers or if worse case goes you go into the dirty hamper and see if something look cleans and then you give it the smell test and if it passes it just enough for you to wear it then you'll wear it. If you have enough time to brush your teeth then you will do it, but other than that you just take a swig of the mouthwash and just head on with your business.

We'll all learn that you don't need dress to impress unless you are going to a career fair or have a real interview on campus, or maybe a speech in your english 10,11,12 class. Another thing that kinda irks me is that in CTOPS they try to get people to go up to other people and talk to them. Now I know they don't know me, so the one time I saw a lil freshman come up to me, I scared the living shit out of him and I told him that he needed to pay for my chick-fil-la. Man, I got one more semester I don't need to meet lil freshmen right now, not to be mean to them or anything. I wish them the best but meet people that are in more common with you. Meet people around your dorms. Get to know your suitemates better, don't go up to random people and try to meet them because A. they might not give exactly what you are looking for and B. let's be honest you won't remember me and I probably won't remember you.

So you're a freshmen in college, you should go out and meet new people and join clubs and all that (shit that I didn't do that's probably why people hate on me and I hate on them). Good Luck to you and have fun, but don't talk to me or i'll scare the shit out of you or get "al capone himself to kill yo granddaddy" hahaha it's only a joke

Last Week: "Yo I'm trying to cop that Robinho Chelsea Jersey"

I don't know if you know already but on Monday it was revealed that Robinho is heading to Manchester City instead of heading to Chelsea in which everyone thought last week that he was going, in fact aaron told me that they actually were selling Robinho Cheslea Jerseys. Plus the fact that Fox Soccer News was saying that Robinho could actually be in the lineup against Tottenham for Cheslea. But something must have happened between me going to sleep on sunday and me seeing that Robinho is heading to Manchester City. There are two people that I'm disappointed in.

Robinho: It is said that you still have to agree to this deal. I find you a primetime player even though you weren't able to show all your ability in Real Madrid, but still Manchester City? Is that were you want to be? Sounds like Carlos Tevez all over again. I would like to know why you would choose that. Were you that desperate to leave Madrid? Or was it for the money because this is a new EPL transfer record. Or you wanted to be in the same lineup with a fellow Brazilian Jo. I don't know if you're friends or anything which could influence your decision. This could end up two ways. You could A. be a success and lead this team to a possible top four spot by the next couple of years or you could B. be a failure and start with this journeyman tour that you don't really deserve to be in my opinion. I don't know maybe you need to think about this.

Real Madrid: The King of hypocrites. Okay you slam Chelsea for their pursuit when you have tried desperately to unsettle C. Ronaldo in Manchester United so he could move to your club. Chelsea is not the blame of your problem, you were the one trying to offload Robinho to Chelsea to begin with. I remember when the season was over, you were going to let him go to Chelsea and all summer you were trying to hard to get rid of him, so you can use the money for Ronaldo. But then when he decided to stay in Manchester, you decided to be like "oh Robinho is a key part of our team and we would like to keep him" and Robinho tired of your bullshit decided to say bump this, I want to go to Chelsea. So then you felt like you were wronged and Chelsea is to blame. You can't have it both ways buddy. (how ironic that I decide to wear this Real Madrid jersey, i need to burn it)

I don't know what to think really. Maybe he will be a big success in City, I don't want to take that away from him or just say that he can't pick them up. I just find it very strange about this type of sleazy behavior that let's be honest all big and rich clubs go through but It kinda gets me to scratch my head.