I Am Cool! I don't have to prove a thing to anybody!!!

I know a lot of people.

Yeah that is a general statement but true. I do know a good amount of people and knowing these people fills you in on the make-up of certain human beings. I hang out with many different personalities. Some are cool, some are "normal", and some are crazy in ways that many can't imagine.

I start off this blog post with this because these personalities have many different ways in which they handle things. People buy a ticket to this roller coaster called life and go through their ups and downs. And others live stay level and are in tune with what their life is and are comfortable that they are doing what they are suppose to be doing.

I am an observant person for the most part. I am probably more observant than I actually need to be. There are people who want to be cool, there are also people who are actually cool, then there are people who kind of just chill on the sidelines. The people who try to act cool really get on my nerves. I see them all around, trying to impress girls, trying to impress other friends and just looking very ridiculous.

Being yourself is cool enough. If someone has to feel as if they need to prove something to other people, I feel like that is the wrong way to go. People like other people for being themselves. If their personality isn't with the people they hang out with, then that is a problem that they have to deal with and find some friends who can actually relate to each other.

Most of my friends are comfortable with themselves. They don't try to act like they need to prove something to someone because they don't need to prove anything to me. I am pretty easy to get along, I don't deal well with people who act one way around certain people, then act another way around others. Consistency is a key ingredient to any type of friendship.

If someone acts the same around people that they act around everyone, people can respect that. If you are consistent with your behavior and people dig that, then no one can fault you with that. It is just when someone changes how they are to prove that they want to be cool with other people.

I know this person now that I've figure out that they don't really have any concern about being my friend. They would rather make fun of me or try to make me look bad so that they could look good to everyone else. I can't respect that. And it finally took me until a couple of days ago to figure out that they aren't cool they just want to look good for everyone else.

If you are cool, you don't have to prove anything to anyone. I don't even think I'm cool and I still don't try to prove that I'm cool. I make fun of everybody accordingly. I don't try to make myself look good for the sake of other people. I don't think that is the right way to go about things.

And the other thing is that, that person doesn't really recognize this and tries to think that he is making himself look good on my expense. Let me tell you something, I don't have to prove my worth to anybody. People like me for me and if you don't like me then I won't blame you for anything. That is your opinion and you are going to stick with it. I won't try to change your opinion of me.

Let me end by saying that I have more to say. I am just done with this topic.

Oh I'm not done talking

I'm back. I have another thing to talk about. What's the problem with being somewhat honest these days? Is it really that hard. Is it really hard to say that I'm hanging out with other people or more like what I want to hear, I don't really want to talk to you. I apologize when I don't get the hint that you guys don't want to talk to me so you continually ignore me, I don't know maybe you weren't there so I thought that maybe I can get them at a later time, but no it's cause you don't want to talk to me. And I mean I get confused when you say, 'give me a call, if you want to hang out' or for that matter (which I got tonight at around 10) ' i will give you a call whenever i find out what we are doing' Is it that you are really that fucked up and even then people still do text people so in other words, "yeah right I'm not going to text yo dumbass"

I have about only seven people who I can consider are my friends. The problem is that only one is really around town nowadays. So if they have to do work or something then I got nothing. I got the rest of these characters. Who I love how they think I don't know what they are thinking about. They shake your hand or something and don't really talk to you but instead talk to your other friend instead and whisper something to their friend when you say what's up. It's cool guys, I'm not right there yo. You might as well say that shit in my face or at least look interested, cause that's what I do, I mean I don't really care what the f you got to say but I can at least act like i'm listen.

I can say more and more and more. but I will leave it to a later date because there is only one person who's going to read this and he doesn't give a f about you neither.